Sleepless.

Welp, today’s Wednesday and I figured I should write something since I haven’t written in a while.

What are the updates? 

TLN and I have been messaging a bit more, and that’s cool. I’m not sure where I want to go with him, but there’s no harm in talking with a nice guy.

J2. Last I heard from J2 was Thursday or Friday, I think. He called me and asked me if I wanted to go out on Wednesday. I said ok and he said he would think of something for us to do. We texted a bit on Sunday and he didn’t respond to my text. Wednesday has come and gone, and I haven’t heard from him since.

I feel so nonchalant about it. I already know I’m not really interested so, it’s really not big deal to me. But I sent him a text to make sure he’s ok, because he didn’t seem like the type to cancel without notice. He was always prompt and confirmed the night before.

We’ll see what he says. Maybe he picked up on my disinterest. 

Haven't been talking to N. But I have been texting a new guy A. We exchanged numbers a little while ago... maybe 2 weeks now. He's cool. We just talk about Game of Thrones. 

As far as dating, I’m just chillin right now. I haven’t been on the site in forever. 

I haven’t been able to sleep because I’ve been so anxious about seeing Him. I’m going to see him in 5 days. Those feelings are still there, as much as I hate to admit it, but I’m going to go to his graduation and after that, I’m going to try to avoid him. He invited me to a party he’s having at his parent house next Saturday. I don’t know if I want to go or not. Idk, I’m just going to take it one day at a time.

Ugh, I don’t even feel like writing anymore.